Hello my OF peeps!! I’m in the final stages of my book rn and I’m in between these 2 covers… and looking for some feedback… 🙀💖 Be honest, if you saw this in a store or online, which would you choose to get? The psychedelic art, or a soft focus pic of me? Thank you so much 💕🥹
My loves 🥹💞.. The first test print of my book is out 🥳💜💖🎉 I’ve been working so hard on it, sweat & tears, and neglecting other parts of my life, so this is a small fundraiser to get a therapy session. I would really love your help 🥺💋💋 ✨ 💫
💫I’ll send all tippers new pics and nudes; over $20 tips will also get spicy hottt videoooo ❤️🔥❤️🔥 **CYBERHORNY DREAM DIARIES** let’s gooooo!! ☁️💫
Greeeeetings my dears .. I’m taking a pause from life … at the beach being existential as always 🩵 🏝️ show this post some love with a like or tip if you think I look cute in a bikini and would beach with me! 💕
I went to a prom themed party this weekend 💐💜 would you deflower me if I was your prom date? Tip this post if yessss 🌟 if this gets some tips I might post my spicier prom nudes ;)
Please watch .. an important update about my OF /sex worker etiquette overall. Please do not be rude to me! 💘 I am not a machine and I am not doing OF full time currently, just doing my best part time. Thank you for your kindness, and for not pressuring me or making me uncomfortable. This page is my domain and if I feel at unease with someone, I will block and restrict. Thank you to those of you here respectfully, love you ❤️
🖤🔥 Hi!! New G/G xxx videos + some hot solo cosplays to start off SLUT O WEEN my fav holiday !!! ❤️🔥🖤 Don’t I look so hot with @sagewhitexxx? 😋🖤
New content after a bit of a needed absence 🥺 Spoookyyyyy sex tapes to fund my continual medical and therapy bills 🖤 solo and girl on girl 🖤 featuring roleplay, cosplay, JOI, fuck machine, monster/tentacle dildo, fem dom, and more ! 🥵
At the end of these slides is a long video talking about the meta analysis of what’s been going on with me (you can skip that if you just wants nudes and porn, and keep reading below for my XXX stuff, but please just be mindful that as a human performing a job I have a life consciousness outside of this as well and will not tolerate rude comments or behavior !) thank you ❤️ anyway, the fun stuff……. 😋 💦
*Contributers shall receive :
$6 or more any amount: sexy explicit pictures exclusive to this shoot, and my appreciation !!!
$10 or more: shower video I just took today, intimate and sensual🚿
$19 - A random video from these ! 🖤✨🦇💋
$26 🔥🔥 new video: GFE JOI style vid: pov, I’m your gf and I’ve been waiting for you all day .. I’m totally naked and horny, trying on Halloween outfits for you (latex maid, hooters waitress, and cowgirl) and playing with my pussy with various toys in between each outfit .. I instruct you how to cum, and we both finish together 🔥🔥
$55!💜3 vids with Sage !! Daphne, sexy nurses JOI, and Pokémon trainer !!! 💛
$77 💜new solo video and the 3 new GG videos 💜
$66 🖤my cosplay bundle: blade runner videos (Pris and Rachael, each 20 mins); Tarantino themed foot job and fucking video; Sailor Mars using her magic wand; masked sex doll all in leather - 5 vids over an hour long 🖤 (PS. Keep your eyes peeled for an hour of videos in your DMs as well - poison ivy vid + innocent GF in bed vid) 💕
$126 ✨All of the above - 10 sex tapes!! COCKTOBERRR is the 10th month and I shall give you 10 videos✨ (shower, GFE costumes, 3 GG videos, and 5 solo videos)
$146 or higher: 15 videos !!! 🌟All of the above + some new behind the scenes footage + additional g/g sex tapes with Sage !! 🌟
The first few tippers $25 or higher will receive a little personalized video as well, as a thank you for being so sweet* 🥰
🖤🌜Thank you 🌛🖤 I am eternally grateful for your support!!!
It really means a lot to me and I work really hard on making and editing these videos .. to make you hard af 🥵🔥🔥💜❤️🔥🌋 I kept on having to postpone many appointments these past months again and again cause of incompetence/ depression / stress / not being able to afford them, so hopefully this can help me actually make my doctors visits and alleviate even a little bit.. so again, thank you for your continued support of a beautiful, spooky, horny, and sometimes gloomy sexistential internet slut 🩷💕
Thank you for understanding about my time off. I’ll be honest I was apprehensive about opening my inbox, sometimes when I’m not “available upon demand” people can get rude. So to all of you who showed me kindness and patience and respect, thank you ❤️❤️❤️ y’all are G’s and real ones. I’m a human being and if I feel disrespected on my page I’ll block and disengage. Sex workers have always been treated like less than human - disposable, replaceable dolls available on demand. Part of why I do my Cyberhorny work and why I’m writing my books currently, is to dispel societal ways of viewing us.
Velma and Daphne have a little mystery for you to solve… jinkies!! Are you up for it? 💜 Show this post some love if you’re into petite spooky sluts! 💜
🧡 I had so much fun shooting w @sagewhitexxx today and it totally put me in a good mood to cum back to work <3 Finally - I shall be answering messages and posting our new content veryyyy soon 🥹🥰🧡
Guys, some real talk about validation and dissociation and why I haven’t been active as much lately (sorry btw I’m working on it I swear): 💕🥺 The core of e-validation is mirrored in the search for irl validation as well. Having parents who always called me ugly and fat, as well as men rejecting me under the premise I’m not attractive enough, I seek external layers to my desperate search of beauty therefore meaningfulness and value
I need to be sexy
I require being called beautiful
I can’t cum unless I feel gorgeous
I start drama if I don’t feel loved
Lately, my e-self has not been feeling hot idk what it is …
Burnout? Depression? Dysphoria? Protest behaviors? Idk I need that therapy lol so hopefully I’ll make a campaign for it soon w new content and stuff
These dark topics will be addressed in my books too cause at the very least, my coping mechanisms of writing about it and pouring my soul into my art is cathartic and keeping me from leaping off the edge of the world
A lot has been on my mind and I feel digital overwhelm, to the point where I have a resistance to working. I just couldn’t do it lately, I’m so sorry 😞
Part of what I do on OF is a feminine facade of prettiness which is not just a practice, it’s my identity.. it is really who I am, all the outfits and accessories and posturing - I love it, I live it, it’s how I heal
It’s psychotic but it’s who I am
I took time offline and off OF lately to figure out my mental health shit and while I’m still suffering, I feel a bit better having had a breather. Hoping to come back to work fully by the end of Sept/sometime in early Oct. for my favorite spooky season content. Btw I have a ton of continuous pre scheduled posts for the whole month so every day you will still see me even if it’s not brand new nastya content
This line of work can be so amazing and rewarding, but also so draining. I tie my self image to my self value a lot more than I should, past traumas w family and lovers have fucked me up in that way, and that’s honestly fucking hard to reconcile. It affects my ability to live, sometimes my income, sometimes my relationships. It’s ugly. I feel hideous
Some days I feel gorgeous and sexy and that’s when I post on OF insta Reddit etc.
Lately idk what it is but I can’t even look at myself in nude photos sometimes.. I haven’t made any $ on OF this month like I usually do and it’s troubling my livelihood anxiety, but I can’t bring myself to vibe on myself when I’m not feeling it, it’s not my authentic e-self, which loves the nudes and the attention and validation. I’m a broken machine. But things have not all been bad - I’ve been proactive. Focusing on irl endeavors like my art and writing and friendships have been amazing and I can’t wait to share with y’all what’s been happening with me in that regard. Readings, book release, new curatorial events soon. It’s really cool actually 💕
I just want to believe in my beauty again so if you want to give me any encouragement I would appreciate it - likes, tips, words - I love that all so much 💘
Digital self dysmorphia is like a new cyber illness that some creators myself included succumb to. I wrote about that a lot recently for my Cyberhorny book and more updates to come …
Anyway idk why I have the sudden urge to write this all out, I’ve just really been going through it mentally lately and a break has been what I needed... and as as my fans, you guys deserve my full transparency. I know I have messages to respond to and services to fulfill and I promise I will, even if it takes a while. I would just rather give you my all, rather than some bull shit fake response. To my Nastya Valentine ride or dies, thank you I truly love y’all!!!!! Mean it xxxxx ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sorry for the emo ass rant, I hope these pics can make it up to you and make you horny. These are some nudes I actually liked, and was present in the moment, so I hope you like them too … do I look cute and hot today?✨
✨✨🦭 *Ps — if you are waiting on something from me, I will deliver when I fully and thoroughly can 💕 it won’t be forever, but I know how time can feel stretched and dilated online so again, my deep apologies. I hate disappearing and disappointing people but I have to do this type of self care right now. Hope you’re having a beautiful week, hugssss n kissessss* 💋💖🦭🥺 🖤💋
Oh hello!! I mean buongiorno 🇮🇹💖 Photos from my travel to Italy: it starts off innocent but look how naughty I get.. Swipe all the way through for a video of me touching myself on an airplane. I’ve been kinda insecure about my body lately tbh but I hope you like it🥺
Tip $5 if you’re attracted to my body 💕 Tip $20 if you genuinely love my aesthetic on this platform and you want to support all the hard work and artfulness on my raw and unique only fans page 💋
I am doing a reading tonite of some of my written work… 🎀 here’s some very casual nudes I hope you like, more content on the way soon sorry for any delays .. ilu 🥹🩷💕
New content :) 🥲🎮🥺 Sex tapes to fund my medical and therapy bills 💘 solo and girl on girl 💕 fuck machine, dragon dildo, fem dom, and more ! 🥵
This means a lot to me and I worked really hard on these .. to make you hard hehe 💕 I’ve had to postpone many appointments this month cause of incompetence/ depression / stress / not being able to afford them, so hopefully this can help me actually make my doctors visits and find out wtf is wrong w me ..
I also just received some bad news on the personal front so I’m in a horribly depressed mood today. If you wanna help cheer me up a bit you can help me pay for my therapy / req a service to throw myself into work... it’s how I cope sometimes. Just feeling very bummed and down ☹️ Actually, filming these videos helped a bit cause the charismatic Nastya in front of the camera helps raise the consciousness of the depressed Nastya just sitting here rotting in bed. I know ppl talk a lot of shit about sex work, but the art of it is cathartic for me ✨ Anyway here are my new videos!! I don’t wanna ruin the mood or depress you too..
*Tippers shall get:
$5 or more any amount: sexy explicit pictures exclusive to this shoot, and my appreciation !!!
$19 - A random video from these 💕
$26 💕Bundle of new videos: mommy teacher domme fucking you with a strap on, and submissive school student in your class using multiple dildos in a Hentai fantasy 💕 25 mins total!! My lowest prices for such explicit sex tape bundle !! A huge September back to school discount 🏫 🤓 💦
$44 ❤️ Bundle of G/G fuck machine videos with @sagewhitexxx ❤️ 2 fuck machine videos 💦❣️💦Over 20 mins of hardcore Gg porn footage 😘
$69 💜Bundle of Daphne and Velma cosplays (5 vids, over an hour long!! Almost 2 hrs of content 🤯 )💜 this contains: submissive Velma; dominant Velma; submissive Daphne; dominant Daphne; plus a fifth Velma video 💜 this pack contains so many sex acts and sex toys that it’s ridiculous!!! 🤯
$126 ✨All of the above - 9 sex tapes!! September is the 9th month and I shall give you 9 videos✨
$159 or higher: 18 videos !!! 🌟All of the above + long behind the scenes vidssss + additional g/g sex tapes with Sage; 3 hours of my porn!!* 💋💕🫶🏻
The first few tippers over $20 will receive a little personalized video as well 🥰
🌜Thank you 🌛 I am eternally grateful for your support!!!