here's some cuteness for you :) would you give my tummy lots..
here's some cuteness for you :) would you give my tummy lots of kisses? I hope you have a wonderful day! 💗
2021-06-24 16:59:18 +0000 UTC View Post
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some old pics to maybe inspire someone to get the ring light..
some old pics to maybe inspire someone to get the ring light from my wishlist? :P https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/2Y164FLCB1YU6?ref_=wl_share I am very, very tired. Exhausted. Summertime never agrees with me. But I hope you are well and having a great day! 💗
2021-06-23 23:37:00 +0000 UTC View Postone of my favourite outfits is sudsy soap all over me and no..
one of my favourite outfits is sudsy soap all over me and nothing else~ doesn't it look good on me? Wish you were here to snuggle me in a warm towel after my shower... and then be ready to get dirty with me again! 💗
2021-06-23 17:48:20 +0000 UTC View Postabout 50 of my posts on here we're deleted today for mention..
about 50 of my posts on here we're deleted today for mention of certain words. :( does anyone want to cheer me up? 💚 it hasn't been as fun of a day as I wanted this great anniversary to be!
2021-06-22 21:54:33 +0000 UTC View PostI began using drugs in m1ddle school, but halfway through hi..
I began using drugs in m1ddle school, but halfway through high school was when I began being under the influence of something at all times. Weed turned into alcohol, alcohol turned into benzos and opiate pills, and soon I was shooting heroin and smoking crack several times a day. I was the dirty, skinny, pathetic looking junkie holding a sign that said "anything helps, thank you!" near freeway entrances. I was self medicating instead of taking the meds and therapy that would have much better helped my mentally ill brain. I didn't like living, I wanted to die, but after botched s*icide attempts, an OD, and living through all kinds of terrible abuse didn't kill me, I figured I needed drugs to numb every moment of my existence. My body went through so much withdrawal, several bad fevers, overdoses, malnourishment, self harm, abuse from others... and yet, I continued to exist. I was still alive, but not living. Finally, I completely changed my life. I dropped every friend I had, broke up with my partner, began doing things like bathing and eating regularly, and I started feeling like a human being again. Soon, I realized I needed to do a full detox. I went cold turkey from shooting black tar several times a day, smoking crack several times a day, eating any pills that entered my orbit, and taking a daily dose of 110mg of methadone from the local clinic. The withdrawal was the worst pain I'd ever experienced... and that said a lot. I didn't sleep. I couldn't eat. I was constantly sweating, freezing, squirming, and in absolute discomfort. I thought, "well, it looks like I'm finally going to die. This is it." But now... I am officially 5yrs sober :) after a few weeks of constant agony, I was able to start getting a few hours of sleep, keeping some food in my system, and I began to heal. I still have drug caused nerve damage, brain damage, and lung damage that are probably permanent. I have so few veins left in my arms that when I'm getting bloodwork nowadays, they need to use an ultrasound to prove my arms. I have an extreme heat intolerance, tingling and swelling in my hands, headaches, arm spasms, trouble taking deep breaths, blah blah.. even my eyes have been damaged! There is so much that using needles to inject hard drugs into your system that is never discussed in DARE. There is so much damage to your brain that affects you in negative ways every single day that is caused by smoking certain substances that is never brought up in after school specials. They always say "oh you'll die if you do drugs!" but death isn't the worst thing that can happen, is it? Suffering is much worse. I've had friends who died due to their drug use and I often wonder what made it so that I'm alive and they're not. Please, PLEASE do not enforce the stigmas that come with addiction. Addicts, homeless folks, and those who are mentally ill are all human and all suffering in ways you cannot understand. Choose compassion and empathy over disgust and hate. Would you look at me now and guess that 5yrs ago I was a dying, 80lb, unbathed, abused, junkie crackhead? Love and compassion from others was a very big chunk of what helped me get the strength that brought me where I am today... the rest was will (but at the moment, I can't tell you where exactly such will came from. I'm still mentally ill and still struggling daily to figure out how to be "happy" - whatever that may be.) aren't you proud of me? send a tip to say so! 💚 Is this my sexiest post? Absolutely not, but perhaps it can serve as a reminder to you that there is a real person behind the daily nudity. A real person who has bills to pay, PTSD that's struggled with every day, and a need to stay strong and avoid relapse! I hope you are well! Sending a big hug and big kiss to anyone who likes this post! 💋
2021-06-22 17:13:59 +0000 UTC View PostTomorrow is the 5yr anniversary of my sobriety! Please send ..
Tomorrow is the 5yr anniversary of my sobriety! Please send tips to help me make sure it's the best day possible 🥰
2021-06-22 01:24:40 +0000 UTC View PostIf I invited you over, what would happen first? Would you ki..
If I invited you over, what would happen first? Would you kiss me and push me against the wall as soon as you came into the house, moving your hand between my legs to feel the wetness that is already soaking my shorts? Would you rush us to my room, toss me onto my bed, and begin tasting every inch of my body? I crave the goosebumps that cover me from foreplay. I want you to whisper dirty things into my ear. I want to feel your breath on my neck, your lips on my breasts, biting softly, leaving marks upon my soft skin. Kiss my lips, neck, breasts, stomach, mound, and trace your fingers lightly down my thighs and calves before making your way to my soft soles and tasty toes. Worship my perfect feet, kiss them, suck on my toes. O, you're not "really into" foot stuff? I promise to change that if you'll give me a chance to stroke your cock with my skilled soles and grippy toes! What could be better than finding a new way to use my body to make yourself feel good? I want to be your very favourite toy with all sorts of fun tricks! Soon my feet may be covered in your cum, and you get a strange, new arousal watching me lick it off, not letting a single drop go to waste. Or, could you last long enough to move from my delicious feet, now wanting to fit yourself into my tight, wet hole with one hard thrust? Another promise: I have the tightest hole you'll ever know, so you may prefer to be gentle. Would you tease me, holding the head of your hard cock lightly against my wet entrance? Would you make me moan and beg to be filled? Turn me into your whining toy before finally fucking me, long, smooth strokes as you pump in and out, trying not to immediately burst... but I'm so tight... I grip you so much better than anything you've ever felt... I love watching your face as you discover the most amazing feeling you've ever experienced. I see the stress from your daily life melt from your face and you're taken over completely by ecstasy. You're in heaven, and I am loving every second of it. Soon, I moan, "o fuck, o fuck! I'm cumming!" deliciously to the air around us as I cum, and the twitching of my tight hole around your cock makes you cum too, breeding me with a thick creampie. When you pull out, I reach down to scoop some of your cum that's leaking from me and I suck it off of my fingers - I would never want to miss out on such a treat! Can I suck my juices off of your cock, or do you want to rest for a while before starting round two? As fun as that was, I need you to slap your cock on my tongue before fucking my face... Is that too much to ask for? 🥺
2021-06-21 16:55:40 +0000 UTC View Posthappy father's day! wanna be my daddy? :P
happy father's day! wanna be my daddy? :P
2021-06-20 17:06:48 +0000 UTC View Postif you think I'm cute, send a tip 💗 gimme something sweet to..
if you think I'm cute, send a tip 💗 gimme something sweet to wake up to~ pretty please? 😋
2021-06-20 03:04:27 +0000 UTC View Post
It's another hot day and I got very little sleep last night ..
It's another hot day and I got very little sleep last night so please enjoy a bit of oddness from the depths of my crazy brain~ ✨💚💗 I hope everyone is having a good weekend! I'll be busy with my folks tomorrow, we are going to be celebrating my 5yr sobriety anniversary (since Tuesday, the actual day, isn't available for everyone so!) Just letting you know in case I take a while to reply to DMs this weekend 💗
2021-06-19 00:55:55 +0000 UTC View Posthappy Friday! wish I had a buddy to keep me company while I ..
happy Friday! wish I had a buddy to keep me company while I did my hair~ I had to wait 30mins to let the bleach soak in... wonder what fun we could have while waiting! I'm feeling very depressed today. Hopeless n' all that fun. Send a tip to help me have a better weekend :)
2021-06-18 17:47:53 +0000 UTC View PostIt's 106°F and my head feels like it's going to explode. Who..
It's 106°F and my head feels like it's going to explode. Who wants to make my day and send some $$$ so I can get some pizza and brownies delivered? 😋🍕💗
2021-06-18 00:44:47 +0000 UTC View PostBeen exercising all morning and now I'm super sweaty! I'll b..
Been exercising all morning and now I'm super sweaty! I'll be LIVE on here in the next hour to shower and cum! 🥰
2021-06-17 18:48:10 +0000 UTC View Postwanna play with this puppy? 💗 could you make my tail wag? 🐶💕..
wanna play with this puppy? 💗 could you make my tail wag? 🐶💕 I should be going live around 1pm PST! Hope to see you there! 💋
2021-06-17 17:05:59 +0000 UTC View PostGOOD NEWS, FOLKS! I'm having a rough night, but your comment..
GOOD NEWS, FOLKS! I'm having a rough night, but your comments have cheered me up, so I will be going LIVE TOMORROW! 💗 I can't give you an exact time right now, BUT I do know it will definitely be between the hours of 12pm - 4pm PST, and I'll try to post a warning one hour in advance. Not sure if you'll be able to make it and watch the fun (and make requests!) during the show? Don't worry! Everyone who has rebill on will find the whole show in their DMs tomorrow evening! 💕 Making you happy, making you feel good, causing boners and smiles and orgasms.. I love it! There's too much stress out there and I want to be your virtual stress relief toy (if only you were here to give me a squeeze!) so I hope you are enjoying my content and excited to see new uploads every day! :3 Have an excellent night! 💋 Virtual hugs and kisses for all~~
2021-06-17 03:13:37 +0000 UTC View PostWhat would you like to see more of? Somebody messaged me say..
What would you like to see more of? Somebody messaged me saying some stuff that has me feeling really sad and down about my posts... I do my best to make great content that gets posted with no PPV every day, apparently that's not enough. Hope you are all well.
2021-06-16 23:00:42 +0000 UTC View PostWanna play with your new puppy? Give a dog a bone~ 🐶💕
Wanna play with your new puppy? Give a dog a bone~ 🐶💕
2021-06-16 18:18:29 +0000 UTC View PostIt's been such a slow, hot, boring day...
It's been such a slow, hot, boring day...
2021-06-16 00:23:33 +0000 UTC View Postcan we spend the day in bed together??? maybe just leave to ..
can we spend the day in bed together??? maybe just leave to get some snacks~ :3
2021-06-15 16:04:50 +0000 UTC View PostI really want to get a gym membership! I know my booty is fu..
I really want to get a gym membership! I know my booty is fun to look at now, but imagine how delicious it will look after I get back into doing mainly leg workouts every day!! 😍 Even rounder and more spankable!! Help me reach this goal by sending a tip, pretty please!
2021-06-15 00:21:50 +0000 UTC View Post1. Do you think I'm cute? 😋 2. Would you eat my ass? 🍑
1. Do you think I'm cute? 😋 2. Would you eat my ass? 🍑
2021-06-14 17:35:32 +0000 UTC View PostMake me smile by sending a tip :) https://onlyfans.com/1551..
Make me smile by sending a tip :) https://onlyfans.com/155121377/ala-mode
2021-06-13 21:19:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Got overheated so went outside to cool off.. I live on a pre..
Got overheated so went outside to cool off.. I live on a pretty busy street and hopefully made a few people driving by smile :P
2021-06-12 18:45:53 +0000 UTC View PostWhat would you prefer to do while I use my magic wand on my ..
What would you prefer to do while I use my magic wand on my clit? This week has KICKED MY ASS. Constant physical pain, mentally overwhelmed... I am thoroughly exhausted. If you'd like to help me have a nice weekend, send me a nice tip! I hope you've all had a wonderful Friday! Sorry about the late post. I dunno why this didn't post earlier.. it said it had. *shrugs* 💗
2021-06-12 03:00:28 +0000 UTC View PostWhat the heck! Today's post never posted! I had a poll and e..
What the heck! Today's post never posted! I had a poll and everything >:( I'm waiting for the video to re-download and will be FOR SURE posting it ASAP, but in the meantime, which treat would you use to describe my butt?
2021-06-12 02:45:39 +0000 UTC View PostJust in case you were wondering how to make me smile this we..
Just in case you were wondering how to make me smile this weekend, help me reach this goal! 💗 Pretty please? https://onlyfans.com/155121377/ala-mode
2021-06-12 00:08:40 +0000 UTC View PostIT'S BEEN AN EXHAUSTING DAY. Everything is going wrong and I..
IT'S BEEN AN EXHAUSTING DAY. Everything is going wrong and I'm overwhelmed. I will be replying to DMs over the next few days, I always want to make sure no one thinks they're being ignored. 💗 I've been busy every second since waking up and am still too busy to settle in enough to check in.. but I hope you have had a wonderful day, are having a great night, and that when sleep finds you, you have lovely dreams~ perhaps I'll find you in dreamland? 💤😘 (I've been sober for 1814 days and it's pride month.. just reminding you of these things in case you want to send a tip to this clean queer :P)
2021-06-11 04:11:27 +0000 UTC View PostI did not sleep well at all last night... I'm so tired.. :( ..
I did not sleep well at all last night... I'm so tired.. :( wish I could have a day cuddled in bed with you!
2021-06-10 18:35:44 +0000 UTC View Post
