DEPRESSED. STRESSED. IMMUNOSUPPRESSED. in pain + 2 days of n..
Added 2021-01-09 23:49:46 +0000 UTCDEPRESSED. STRESSED. IMMUNOSUPPRESSED. in pain + 2 days of no gain. I am so sick of coming off as so pathetic. Whiny. Needy. That's not me. Fear around monetary distress is controlling me. Pain stops me from being productive. I'm losing sleep. Feeling unwell. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT! F U C K T H A T. I am beautiful. I am bizarrely beautiful. Weirdly wonderful. Freakishly fantastic. I deserve respect. No more messages about why I should bend over backwards for you, unless you give me reason to do so. I love to spoil, but I deserve to be spoiled! I could be INCREDIBLE. I could be AMAZING. I can be the magical creature I've been in the past! I just need some encouragement! What do you like? What do you want to see more of? If you rebill, have you gotten your free genital rate? I want more fun! Isolation is mandatory, but with your help I could make this a much more fantastical setting. I wish I could describe how I feel. Mentally and physically, I hurt. I am tense. Always tense and anxious. Flex every muscle in your body and focus intently on your current biggest worry... then you will have an idea. Please help me by sending ideas, tips, encouragement, monetary tips, and whatever else could better this for both of us. 💗
